22 Things I learned at 22 Years Old (Warning, This is Dark)

1. Nobody cares

No one cares that you cant find a job, or that your anixtey levels has reached its limits and that you think you may have a heart condition now. They don’t care about it so much right now, but they will once your lying in a hospital bed or in your shallow caseket. And thats fine. Because you don’t care that you’re best friend’s son got held back for the 2nd time and wont graduate high school with his class. All it does is just makes for good conversation.

2. Stop Caring

The worst thing that could happen to me in any situtation is one of two things, someone can kidnap me, or someone can kill me. But if I wanted to Wear a wig to my dad’s wedding in the smoldering heat im sure neither of those things would have happened. So next time I won’t think about what other’s are thinking and I’ll do “Whatever the hell I want! (well, to a certain extent). If Jesus isn’t gonna shame me for it then neither will I.

3. Just Do It

Time waits for no man! Procrastin is a mother! like literally, Procrastination’s child is Lazines. In order for procrastination to be born there has to be a ridiclous excuse that you assemble that makes you wait until the following time or day to do it. But for lazines to arrive at your doorstep means that you have  had to come up with an ubsurd reason as to why you shouldn’t do something which will then lead to regret. And in my old age. i sure as hell dont wanna regret anything, so I might as well do it while my heart is still somewhat healthy.

4. Money can buy my happiness

To a young woman who owes a woping 8,368 dollars in health care and student loans, i’d like to say that for me, money can buy me happiness. If i had money i could pay off my debts, buy some land and build my dream house and that would make me hella happy. I could buy my g wagon start my three dream businesses and be happy. But because Money is the root of all evil I’ve subconcincously been afraid of money. Been afraid of making too much because you know, we shouldn’t store up treasures where theives come in and steal. But in my 22 years of living I’ve learned happiness is temporary. which brings me to number 5.

5. Joy is the key to true being at true ease.  and its also the key To be at total peace with myself and my life.

6. leave if you got what you need. wait no scratch that. Thats just a song by Jesse Rutherford but um. Long suffering is good because after all that suffering there is a light at the end of a terd hall. Jesus went through long suffering and made it out alright. I should too.

7. People can be temporay. Anyone can change the moment their lives are greatly impacted and therefore they may not be the person you fell in love with or they might not laugh at the same jokes anymore. Some things are meant to be seasonal and others, a lifetime

8. Turn The Other Cheek.

Who really wants a blood bath? You know I got hands and I know you got hands, there’s no sense in continusley name calling someone in an argument or anything that is tit for tat related. its a waste of time, and things are said and done that will soon be regreted. So just take the L, take the crap that a person is calling you and don’t fight back. You won’t win. Answer not a fool according to his folly, lest thou also be like unto him.

9. Everyone is not really and truly and completely your friend.

Some people are there for you when they need something but there is no way you would be able to sleep at her house after you and your bf broke up for the thousandth time. If she was really your friend she would have told you that you deserve better.

10. If planned parenthood was actually planned you wouldn’t actually have to go to a clinic called planned parenthood to take care of your arising parenthood because you would have not have or you would have had your man where a condom. They really contradicted themselves because truly if your parenthood was planned you wouldn’t be going into that place to take away your parenthood and an unborn child’s life.

11. There Is a Spirtrual warfare

Some days I would think about things. And then I would think about why I would think about those particular things. And then one day i’d seen a demonic entity sit criscross apple sauce a few inches away from my bed. He was looking at me and i was looking at him but he didnt know i wasw looking at him you know why? Because God played a video of that in my head and showed me what the enemy’s plan was for me and he showed me how I was pleasing him in the path which I were in.

12. Anxiety will make u do  some strange things.

some days I will sit at my computer desk, or sit in the living room, or I’ll even be eating with one hand and the other will be searching my scalp for the biggest moutain of dandruff to peel off. The feeling of when I finally found a good one makes me feel like so fullfilled I do hours upon hours to get that same fufillment. I know. It’s the most disgusting thing I could be a addicted to but its a symptom of anxiety and I’m working on it. Sooner or later I’m just gonna have to buy a dog cone.

13. the truth well set you free

The longer you struggle with taking money from your’s mama’s purse the worse it;ll become. You can say you’re gonna stop and work on yourself but it won’t be truely fixed until you tell the truth and shame the devil.

14. theres something in the water.

15. Hollywood Movies Are Trying To Tell Us Something.

How many movies have we seen about the city of Los Angeles and New York City being destroyed? How many movies have we seen about the government lying to us and doing something disgusting to its people.

16. Write it down

Damn it! what was the number of the woman who wanted her dog walked? I should have written it down! shoot! I’m at the grocery store now, but i can’t remember what I was supossed to get for dinner. dang it! I keep on forgetting to buy midol for my menstrual cramps. that darn Cheyenne.

17. Treat Yo self.

Nothing feels better than purchasing royal blue coffins as nails, skipping leg day, and eating a whole cheese cake with a side of oreo cookies. And lets not forget a long over due online shopping spree. It’s getting cold as a witch’s titty outside and I don’t have any winter clothes?

18. Be yo self

Don’t pretend to like someone just because you feel bad for them or you feel as though it is the right thing to do. And don’t be friends with someone because someone is pressuring you. in the long run you both are going to be hurt and again, will have regreted the time wasted.

19. Jog at least once a day.

excersise, espcially with in the first few hours upon waking up decrease’s your anxitey levels and overall plants the stressless seed for the day.

20. Pray hard

Pray in the good, pray in the bad, pray just to talk to God and you will see a great transforamtion. Just don’t pray and worry. And make sure you listen after you pray.

21. Be 100% real

Not just with other ppl, but yourself. If you don’t want to do something but you’re scared its gonna hurt them.. chances are.. either the person cares about you and dosesn’t want you to be hurt, or the person is a bit selfish. You only have one life to live and why live it worried about other people all the time when whole time they an’t even worried about what chu worried about!!

22. Always have Theraflu on deck

As soon as you feel a cold coming in pop in a packet of theraflu in some water you should be be completley fine two days.

 

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Story Of My Day.

 

Instead of scratching my butt and filling out meaningless applications for a job, I thought I’d chill by myself for the day. Oh, and Nigel, I hung out with Nigel too.

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Words Left Unsaid

While you’re sitting on your bed, gazing for miles at nothing, thinking about how you feel about your one true love, he is actually  blowing your phone up like hell.

He doesn’t know what is was that set you off during your disagreement last night.

But answer me this.

What is there to gain by not telling him how you felt when he stormed out of the over crowded grocery store last night?

If anything he’ll do it again and think you’re ok with it. Or worse, he’ll think you don’t care.

Then, as the cherries begin to blossom, you’ll wonder why the daily bouquet of flowers stopped arriving at your desk at the firm.

You’ll start to notice how many friday nights he spends with his sexist group of guys and how he hasn’t asked you on a date in over 30 days.

Your days will become crowded with unpleasing and unnecessary  tasks that you begin around your cold and lonely studio. You have to do something to fill all the time that you now have. So why not scrub the kitchen floor with your ghost boyfriends tooth brush with sad country music playing in the background?

When you leave things left unsaid the worst is yet to come.

And the best is yet to leave.

 

 

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High Quality Clothes

A lot of us lovelies don’t realize it but we are constantly buying the same expensive garments .  Reason being that they were poor fabric choices, or you just didn’t take the proper care of them.

We got to stop overpaying for complete bull!!!!! Omg I can not stress this enough. never buy anything that is 100% cotton. It will surely shrink and you’ll have to buy it all over again and that is just ridiculous18096204_301026843663103_1790358792374845440_n

Its not that bad to buy imitating fabrics because lets face it, who really has that much money to buy something 100% silk? Maybe a select few but on the real most people will just buy polyester. Therefore Do not overpay for polyester when the garment is poor quality. You might as just pay the extra dime and get the silk one and have a longer lasting garment.

lastly, beware of loose seams and stitching. These are huge red flags and your garment is bound to unravel at some point. Also whoever sowed the item rushed and you shouldn’t pay good money for horribly made clothes. Another sign the clothes were poorly made is when the seams are super long, this mean the sower ran fabric hella fast through the machine. you want to look for french seams and tight stitching. You”ll want to slightly pull the garment apart to see how tight the stiching is.

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My YouTube Channel

As you all may not know, I’ve started a YouTube channel, and stopped. Reason being that I don’t have a good back drop. Is that ridiculous? Probably so. But when I look at other YouTube back rounds it looks somewhat decent but mine doesn’t. This is where the best lighting in my room is but take a look at the walls. They’re not even finished!

I know I know! You all are probably like don’t let that hold you back, well guess the hell what! That’s easier said than done my friend! Easier said than done. So I just figured I’ll start a vlogging channel. Judge me all you want yea I have like four subscribers but I’m going to take them And anyone else who would like to subscribe, on a journey with me, creating my fashion line !! 


Now, I’ve figured out how to make thumbnails and this wasn’t the problem for me. The problem was finding a place to film. I would always try to film in the living room but it wasn’t always empty and I would get too nervous whenever anyone would come in. I managed to get one video in the living room and I was happy about that one.

So tell me, what do you all think about this backround, look at the picture below 

My mind and feelings and all that emotional girly stuff is telling my to wait and just do vlogs . Tell me what you guys think and go check out my channel! Also let me know you’re channels ! I love finding new ppl on YouTube!

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