Words Left Unsaid

While you’re sitting on your bed, gazing for miles at nothing, thinking about how you feel about your one true love, he is actually  blowing your phone up like hell.

He doesn’t know what is was that set you off during your disagreement last night.

But answer me this.

What is there to gain by not telling him how you felt when he stormed out of the over crowded grocery store last night?

If anything he’ll do it again and think you’re ok with it. Or worse, he’ll think you don’t care.

Then, as the cherries begin to blossom, you’ll wonder why the daily bouquet of flowers stopped arriving at your desk at the firm.

You’ll start to notice how many friday nights he spends with his sexist group of guys and how he hasn’t asked you on a date in over 30 days.

Your days will become crowded with unpleasing and unnecessary  tasks that you begin around your cold and lonely studio. You have to do something to fill all the time that you now have. So why not scrub the kitchen floor with your ghost boyfriends tooth brush with sad country music playing in the background?

When you leave things left unsaid the worst is yet to come.

And the best is yet to leave.

 

 

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Time Doesn’t Love You

screenshot_2017-01-04-15-05-512And as you stand there, on the cold tile floor looking at your immaculate reflection in the misty mirror,  I see your smile slowly start to dissappear as your reflection becomes more clear.

I know what you are thinking.  Another birthday has gone by,  you won’t look as good as me.

Baby I don’t care. The way you smell rocks my world. That’s what attracted me to you in the first place. Had I seen you in my human life I would have admired your perfect jaw line and bone structure. Or maybe the way your curly chocolate hair lays on your broad shoulders.  Oh I could go on.  My point is,  all i am really attracted to,  besides your wonderful personality of course is your scent. Of course, if I turn you,  there will be no reason to love you.

I’m tired of seeing perfect looking 200year Olds.  I think crows feet at the corners of the eyes are super hot.  I want you to have wrinkles.

Can’t you see? Time isn’t on your side baby but I am.

I will never leave you. Your human life is something that is so beautiful and sweet to me. I cherish it. You are literally my human other half.  You’re everything I am not. If you think I will be come less attracted to you as the decades go by then think again. I can’t wait to be by your side when life throws you lemons. All I have to do is Suck the sour juice out and your pain is forever gone. So,  for me baby,  please don’t make me turn you.

Do You Like Me Yet?

With every Photo I post, I make sure I look my best for you. There’s a bunch of other girls that look like they have it all together but me, I’m not so sure. I still make do with what I do have. I’m here so I can be noticed, so that I can somehow build my self-esteem. Without realizing it I compare myself to other girls that are here. Trying to be the level of beauty that they are knowing that I’ll never be. All the while I’m still trying to impress you and you’re not even real a person. You’re just Instagram. You’re just an app on millions of people’s phones that take up time and Advertise a false beautiful lifestyle and with knowledge of this I still try to impress you and or all the people that use you. Well not anymore. I’m going to use you as a networking tool. I know that I’m pretty and I know that I’m worth much more than 1 million likes but hey that would be nice actually. So hey if you’re still reading this go ahead and follow my Instagram below. 

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