We’re living in a fantasy world

yes its true.

people can not be that cruel

for every evil, there’s a love

therefore we do not need what is up above

we can save ourselves by ourselves.

Tv, will give us real life situations and we’ll think they’re answers to our real life problems

instagram will tell us to be hotter or skinnier

so we eat air and crowd our face with with colorful acne boosters

that’s how we save ourselves.

But see that only works but so much.

deep down will be this depression, oppression and suppression

deep down we will feel hindered from true happiness. peace and joy.

And thats when we should realize that the world really IS that cruel

and our people are not really that true.

yea, in this flat world, there is a lot of love,

but we actually do need Him to save us, Him up above.

maybe you live in a fantasy world, but I don’t.
















Words Left Unsaid

While you’re sitting on your bed, gazing for miles at nothing, thinking about how you feel about your one true love, he is actually  blowing your phone up like hell.

He doesn’t know what is was that set you off during your disagreement last night.

But answer me this.

What is there to gain by not telling him how you felt when he stormed out of the over crowded grocery store last night?

If anything he’ll do it again and think you’re ok with it. Or worse, he’ll think you don’t care.

Then, as the cherries begin to blossom, you’ll wonder why the daily bouquet of flowers stopped arriving at your desk at the firm.

You’ll start to notice how many friday nights he spends with his sexist group of guys and how he hasn’t asked you on a date in over 30 days.

Your days will become crowded with unpleasing and unnecessary  tasks that you begin around your cold and lonely studio. You have to do something to fill all the time that you now have. So why not scrub the kitchen floor with your ghost boyfriends tooth brush with sad country music playing in the background?

When you leave things left unsaid the worst is yet to come.

And the best is yet to leave.



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How To Stop Depression 

Disclaimer : If you are not a spiritual person or if you are an atheist I advise you to leave this article, although if you are open then please continue reading.

For the past month I’ve been depressed. I don’t have a job,  don’t have any money, my YouTube is barely progressing and for that reason I can’t start my sleep wear line quite yet.  On top of that I’ve gained football man arms and a slightly fatter back. I’ve got red dots AKA: acne and super short hair. Yea,  my self esteem is pretty low as well. Not to mention my living situation is complicated as a mother and I’d rather not depress you all with it.  How do I overcome it all?

  1. Find The Reason

Is there something in your life that you wish you were doing but you can’t?  If so,  try and do the very minimal of something similar.  Example,  me,  my cell phone fell in a dogs water bowl and now I can’t make YouTube videos. Instead I’m on WordPress lol.

Just try to find the root of your depression and do your best to make up for it.

2.Find A Way To Let It Out

You can vent to a friend,  or diary.

Make a positive song list.  I’m telling you!  The song list really helps me out.  I have a worship Playlist that reminds me of God’s goodness and makes me want to live everyday.  I also have a regular music Playlist that makes me feel confident!  Ill leave both Playlists at the end of this article.

3. Watch YouTube videos. YouTube is basically like Google and it definitely has good videos on how to get out of a rut.

Sorry this article kind d of sucked but yea. You have have to push yourself to get out of the situation that you’re in.  Get a job, get out of the house you’re living in with ppl you can’t stand. Face your fears, step out of your shell,  think about the people in other countries that don’t have near as much opportunity as you and make your life fun again.

Pray! Talking to Jesus about your problems is not bad.  You may be like,  but I never talk to him and isn’t it kind of messed up that the only time I talk to him is when  I’m in trouble?  Trust me,  that’s the last thing Jesus is thinking about.  Your God’s son or daughter and he wants to be there for you.  If you’ve been living your life with out him and all of a sudden  you call on him, he’s gonna be so grateful that you even thought about him.  Trust me!

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Worship playlist:

Same God-Tye Tribbet

Jealous-Chris Burns


A little longer-Jen  Johnson

Regular playlist:

Watch me Rise-Mikky Ekko

Confident – Demi Lovato



Move along-All American Rejects