What if the thing I’ve been overthinking is what I actually think it is.
But what if it isn’t?
And why the hell am I thinking about it so much?
I dont want to down play what I’m feeling but at the same time I dont want to cause an argument .
I’m trying to stay vigiliant.
Just keeping my eyes open to things I may not be able to see because of wonderful circumstances.
But what if in the process I do real damage.
So many things have made me this way and its the most unattractive way a person can be.
But I just can’t help myself. Is it true? Is it not true?
I can’t let what has happened before happen again. I mean that was the whole reason I went through it all. Learn from it and prevent it from happening again.